My name is Amelia, I am 35 years old and I live around city Lublin in Poland. From the day of my birth I have health problems, I'm sick on cerebral palsy. When I was born, I got 3 points out of ten, before completing my 13th birthday I had 4 operations, I was at risk of death twice, I need to stay at hospital many times. My health has not improved, I live all my life in a province in a small village. I try not to give up, not to lose hope, I try to enjoy life every day as best I can. I created this blog with the hope that I would meet people who would like to give me positive energy that each of us needs every day. I have created LIGHT IN THE DARK with the hope that it will change my life for the better. I'm creating my blog alone, I can't count on anyone's support. I live modestly but i do not starve. I am 171 cm tall, i have green eyes and dark blond hair. This blog is my light in the dark.

Due to the incurable gastrointestinal disease that I have been suffering from when i was 12 years old girl, there is a very long list of things that I can't eat, including no vegetables or fruit. I can only drink non-concentrated juices.

I have promise myself that for the first time I would have sex with a man I would love. by Having sex, I will express my love for other person. Sex only for sex, or only just for fun i'm not interested . I'd rather die being a virgin than just do it from curiosity. Nowadays, if a person is only looking for sex, he can easily find it. More and more often we can see how people play with each other like toys, there is no love, there is only another toy for a while.

Famous castle in city Lublin

If you want something to change in your life, you must start trying to change your life, don't be shame to ask for help if you need it. Don't give up, don't loose hope.