Please help me !?

I have no choice i have to put my pride and honor in my pocket, I have to ask for help. The spring, summer and autumn season are the heaviest and hardest seasons of the year on the farm. I really do not have the physical and mental strength to work on the farm anymore. I’m making a dream that I can live in a city, have my own flat, so that I can live the way I want, not as my family wants. My income is a social pension from ZUS and care allowance from the commune. I can not afford to buy a flat, or at least rent it. I have no way out. I have to try to fight for my future, I have to ask people for help. For some reason, my family thinks that I do not deserve for my own life, I do not deserve for a better life, I have to live the way they want. I would like to try to fight for my life, say no to my family, I have enough of this life, I can not stand it anymore. Every human being deserves to be free and be able to decide about his life. I would like to free myself from my toxic family and try to live my own way. Unfortunately, I can not help myself, I need help from other people, I am afraid that my family will say that I am a mentally ill person and that I am telling lies. They would very much like it to be lies themselves, unfortunately what I wrote on my blog about my life and about my family is the truth itself. Every word I wrote on my blog is a sincere truth that can be confirmed. Someone may ask myself why should I help some sick blogger from the village? I hope that I will meet people with good hearts who, after reading about my life, would like to help me. What I wrote about my life, about my family is just a top of the mountain. Please help me ! Please don’t leave me !

I have choose this song because of the chorus and unloved words.

The lyrics of the song in English

O.N.A. Unloved (Niekochana)

I’m crying to the empty walls, what a shame
I was with someone for some time, no matter now
I feel that nobody around me loves me
I feel that it will always be like this
I hug at your hands, I feel nothing
I’m afraid to feel something, it hurts I know

I am alone such a fate,
unloved such a fate

I can not love because I’m weak then
I do not think about myself and I’m losing myself
I give everything and I have nothing
Again, this stranger did not love me

I am alone such a fate,
unloved such a fate
Maybe you are knocking on my door
Tell me why I can not hear anything

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